{"id":2188,"date":"2022-11-14T07:55:00","date_gmt":"2022-11-14T07:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/?p=2188"},"modified":"2025-08-28T04:41:05","modified_gmt":"2025-08-28T04:41:05","slug":"grief","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/2022\/11\/14\/grief\/","title":{"rendered":"grief"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I feel the sadness, the fight to let go.<br>The love that only flows in one direction<br>and never seems to flow together<br>into a large river.<br>Side streams pull you in,<br>the longing that always follows you with suspicion.<br>I feel the constant floating surge<br>A pull to swim backwards,<br>the pain of the habit.<br>That slowly but surely disappears<br>in the distance where only drought now rules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I take you on a boat trip across that ocean.<br>The bow cuts through the wave length,<br>The rocking offers comfort.<br>The emotion is the wind that makes your sail swell,<br>A force that changes the course but certainly strengthens it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>NL<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ik voel het verdriet, de strijd om los te laten.<br>De liefde die slechts \u00e9\u00e9n kant op stroomt<br>en nooit samen lijkt te vloeien<br>tot een brede rivier.<br>Zijstromen die je meesleuren,<br>het verlangen dat je altijd met argwaan achtervolgt.<br>Ik voel de eeuwige deinende drang,<br>een kracht die mij terug wil laten zwemmen,<br>de pijn van de gewoonte.<br>Die langzaam maar onvermijdelijk vervaagt<br>in de verte, waar enkel nog de droogte heerst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ik neem je mee op een boottocht over die oceaan.<br>De boeg snijdt door de golven,<br>het deinen biedt troost.<br>De emotie is de wind die je zeil doet zwellen,<br>een kracht die de koers wijzigt, maar je onvermijdelijk versterkt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00a9 E n i s \u221e r<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>song: Life&#8217;s What You Make It &#8211; Talk Talk<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>Pain can drown us, but emotion, like wind, can also fill our sails and carry us forward.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel the sadness, the fight to let go.The love that only flows in one directionand never seems to flow togetherinto a large river.Side streams pull you in,the longing that always follows you with suspicion.I feel the constant floating surgeA pull to swim backwards,the pain of the habit.That slowly but surely disappearsin the distance where [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2189,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23,38,9],"tags":[407,501,502,503,415,70],"class_list":["post-2188","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-contemporary-photography","category-poetry","category-stories","tag-gentle-pathfinding","tag-grief","tag-lost-love","tag-sail","tag-separation-anxiety-disorder","tag-spirituality"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2188","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2188"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2188\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2193,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2188\/revisions\/2193"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2189"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2188"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2188"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisoor.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2188"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}